Kay so basically i'm 15, and in highschool. i'm fat so i'm gunna lose weight, this blog is going to be about that, but i also self harm so that shit might show up on here too, not for pity. Just to let some feelings out. ** posts may be triggering. **

CH: 5"6'
HW:130
LW: 115.5
CW: 117 (20/07/2012)
1GW: 115
2GW: 110
UGW: 105

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8th September 2012

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Thoughts…

Alone. Surrounded by people, but none of them know. None of them would stay if they knew. So still… surrounded by these people who only see how good of an actor you are. Alone. This feeling slowly tearing you apart from the inside. What will make it stop? Tearing yourself apart from the outside. That shiny piece of sharp metal silently whispering promises to take all the pain away. 

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21st July 2012

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wow that didn’t last long… apperently bad ”diet” day = bad self harm recovery day. I seriously thought I could do this… not so sure anymore. Fuck.

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20th July 2012

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I wish alcohol didn’t have as many calories, then maybe I’d get drunk instead of cutting.

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20th July 2012

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18th July 2012

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14th July 2012

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14th June 2012

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Gone almost a month without cutting… I’m not fucking giving in now… no, not over this.

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4th June 2012

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4th June 2012

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30th May 2012

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19th May 2012

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19th May 2012

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19th May 2012

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6th May 2012

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23rd April 2012

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