Kay so basically i'm 15, and in highschool. i'm fat so i'm gunna lose weight, this blog is going to be about that, but i also self harm so that shit might show up on here too, not for pity. Just to let some feelings out. ** posts may be triggering. **

CH: 5"6'
HW:130
LW: 115.5
CW: 117 (20/07/2012)
1GW: 115
2GW: 110
UGW: 105

*photos do not belong to me unless it is stated*

20th July 2012

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Thoughts…

I think it’s comforting to know that I could end it all any time I wanted. I don’t have to stay in this life if I don’t want to. I know that’s morbid but nothing last forever. & no i’m not saying that anyone should even consider suicide an option but I know sometimes I feel claustrophobic in my own life and it’s good to know your not stuck here forever.

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18th July 2012

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6th July 2012

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Ugh, just got back from a week away and I leave tomorrow for a friends cottage. Love/Hate this. It’s hard to work out and it fucks up everything I eat. Not to mention I’ll be in a bathing suit next to my super skinny friend and I’m gunna look like a fucking hippo. Awesome.

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16th June 2012

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depressing music + crying = healing.

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19th May 2012

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23rd April 2012

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19th April 2012

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8th April 2012

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7th April 2012

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society killed the teenager… on We Heart It. http://weheartit.com/entry/26248842

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31st March 2012

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30th March 2012

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30th March 2012

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26th March 2012

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25th March 2012

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night’ today sucked, so glad it’s over

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25th March 2012

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