Kay so basically i'm 15, and in highschool. i'm fat so i'm gunna lose weight, this blog is going to be about that, but i also self harm so that shit might show up on here too, not for pity. Just to let some feelings out. ** posts may be triggering. **

CH: 5"6'
HW:130
LW: 115.5
CW: 117 (20/07/2012)
1GW: 115
2GW: 110
UGW: 105

*photos do not belong to me unless it is stated*

19th May 2012

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3rd May 2012

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That awkward moment when your best friend says their biggest pet peeve is people who watch their diet and weight to closely…

Oh she has no idea… not everyone is lucky enough to be 5’7” naturally 100 lbs and eat chocolate bars, fries and icecream everyday without getting fat. -.- 

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12th April 2012

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I’m scared to get close to people cause they might see how fucked up i really am inside.

my head.

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5th April 2012

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Dinsdag: Wees aardig tegen jezelf - Proud2Day - Proud2bme on We Heart It. http://weheartit.com/entry/26015939

Dinsdag: Wees aardig tegen jezelf - Proud2Day - Proud2bme on We Heart It. http://weheartit.com/entry/26015939

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2nd April 2012

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My “best friend” who is naturally really skinny calls me fat almost everyday. I have to beat her. I have to be thinner. Oh and i should probably get a new best friend too eh? -.-

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