Kay so basically i'm 15, and in highschool. i'm fat so i'm gunna lose weight, this blog is going to be about that, but i also self harm so that shit might show up on here too, not for pity. Just to let some feelings out. ** posts may be triggering. **

CH: 5"6'
HW:130
LW: 115.5
CW: 117 (20/07/2012)
1GW: 115
2GW: 110
UGW: 105

*photos do not belong to me unless it is stated*

8th September 2012

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Thoughts…

Alone. Surrounded by people, but none of them know. None of them would stay if they knew. So still… surrounded by these people who only see how good of an actor you are. Alone. This feeling slowly tearing you apart from the inside. What will make it stop? Tearing yourself apart from the outside. That shiny piece of sharp metal silently whispering promises to take all the pain away. 

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26th June 2012

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▼ Human self-destruction. on We Heart It. http://weheartit.com/entry/13606227

▼ Human self-destruction. on We Heart It. http://weheartit.com/entry/13606227

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30th May 2012

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Carcass-of-misery on We Heart It. http://weheartit.com/entry/29583305

Carcass-of-misery on We Heart It. http://weheartit.com/entry/29583305

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12th April 2012

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I’m scared to get close to people cause they might see how fucked up i really am inside.

my head.

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11th April 2012

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dreams are visions on We Heart It. http://weheartit.com/entry/26536975

dreams are visions on We Heart It. http://weheartit.com/entry/26536975

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9th April 2012

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Likes | Tumblr on We Heart It. http://weheartit.com/entry/26458863

Likes | Tumblr on We Heart It. http://weheartit.com/entry/26458863

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8th April 2012

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(8) Tumblr on We Heart It. http://weheartit.com/entry/26187372

(8) Tumblr on We Heart It. http://weheartit.com/entry/26187372

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5th April 2012

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♥Sera Mera♥ on We Heart It. http://weheartit.com/entry/26173402

♥Sera Mera♥ on We Heart It. http://weheartit.com/entry/26173402

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1st April 2012

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Real Eyes. Realise. Real lies. on We Heart It. http://weheartit.com/entry/25906287

Real Eyes. Realise. Real lies. on We Heart It. http://weheartit.com/entry/25906287

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25th March 2012

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night’ today sucked, so glad it’s over

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